**sigh**
LiveJournal, I'm breaking up with you.
Our relationship had been frustrating & I don't wanna try anymore.
I just don't have the time to keep learning stuffs about you, when you're almost always being impossible.
Online or offline, I just can't handle relationships that are emotionally exhausting & frustrating.
I would walk out before I hurt you more by neglecting you.
I really loved you when I still did, but it seems like the feeling is dying, I'm sorry.
Blogging is very important to me, but since I have been blogging with you, it became frustrating everytime that I didn't bother anymore.
Whatever I wanted to say, just died in my mind, everytime I thought of dealing with you.
I will still be using my account, because I'd need to be visiting Omona & some other KPop communities (that I have been secretly indulging in), but we're pretty much over now.
I'm sorry & Goodbye.
P/S: If you ever need to visit, I'll be at Blogger, rekindling our old flame. It's better ending it with you, then only rekindle the flame with the ex, because I don't wanna be cheating on you.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
disappointed - Music:La Chata - f(x)
Another QOTD
CAN YOU LOVE SOMEONE YOU CANNOT TRUST?
I personally believe that it's possible, but maybe not be in the relationship with the person?
I know it is possible to love someone and NOT be in a relationship with him/her.
So using that equation, it is possible to love someone you cannot trust.
Possible for me.
Been there, done that.
Tell me what you think :)
- Location:Home
- Mood:
creative - Music:Humming Heartbreaker to myself
*sigh*
It's nearly 4 am in the morning now, and I'm awake, surfing through this tumblr site that Izyan told me about. Nothing BUT Tabi photos. It would be utter heaven for me, if my Internet broadband connection would stop be annoying for once. It's usually good at this time of the day, but I guess it's being cranky again today.
My Big Bang poster arrived yesterday, and I can't wait to put it up on my wall. I might need to rearrange some stuffs on the wall, but I'll make sure the poster takes center stage because that's where it belongs **grins**
Oh and, yeah..
THE BIG SHOW DVD ARRIVED TOO
**confettis**
See, August is a good month for me.
A lot of good things have been happening for me this month, and I'm thankful :)
I'm gonna go back to my drooling-for-Tabi session now until I fall asleep.
BUH BYE.
P/S: Tabi = encik T.O.P from Big Bang.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Love Club - Big Bang
I'm sorry but Asians are just not meant to be blonde.
Most Asians would just look downright ridiculous.
So when G-Dragon got himself blonde do, I was expecting the worst.
But he pulled it off, and he rocks it!
Heard the Heartbreaker album.
I had no expectations as I'm new to KPop.
BUT BUT BUT
it blew me away. LIKE, LITERALLY OUT OF MY MIND
**applause**
THE HEARTBREAKER MV IS UNFORGETTABLE.
CHECK IT OUT HERE
Still waiting on to listen to Big Bang's latest Japanese album.
I have a feeling I could find a song I would love after one listen.
Big Bang has that kind of effect on me.
Short post sbb gatal nak blogging when I'm supposed to be sleeping.
BUH BYE.
P/S: Mah name is GD GD Baby baby baby 8DD
- Location:Home
- Mood:
bored - Music:Heartbreaker - G-Dragon
Thank you for the great music and what it means to me personally.
Your music has taken me through rough times.
Can't wait to listen to your latest album released TODAY!
More great music from Big Bang TODAY!!
...okay I'll stop spazzing now
♥ ♥ ♥
- Location:Level 3
- Mood:
hopeful - Music:Nobody - Wonder Girls
I wish for a lot of success in your future undertakings!!
I'll be looking forward for great songs from youu.
♥ ♥ ♥

=_='
I found this hilarious Big Bang fangirl survey that cracks me up, but I'm gonna do it anyway.
I will be taking it off Facebook, where all my grown up friends could make fun of me once they see it.
**still LOL-ing hard here**
- Location:Home
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Strong Baby - V.I Solo.
Question of the day.
SHOULD SOMEONE CEASE TO BE WHO HE/SHE IS BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE IS UNCOMFORTABLE WITH IT?
I honestly don't have an answer for this.
Is it human nature to bitch about something you don't like BECAUSE YOU DON'T LIKE IT?
...or is it envy?
I want to know what you think. I'd appreciate views of the big picture, too.
Sekian terima kasih
Note: My RealPlayer Plus has broken down. No more downloading from YouTube. BOO HOO.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
confused
8 things I am looking forward to:
1) purchases from YesAsia
2) leopard printed crocs
3) week-long hols for Hari Raya
4) Butterfly from G-D
5) gaji masuk
6) Piano Man to get a life
7) New songs from Big Bang?
8) The wedges I promised myself
( Read more... )
- Location:Home
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:Lollipop - 2NE1 feat. Big Bang
WOW.
I haven't updated my blog for a whole week (or more?), I have lost track.
Not that anyone reads my blog anyway, but just in case someone does ;P
Well, I have been....busy?
I have been listening, breathing, watching, sleeping to and waking up to...
well, how do I say this?
BIG BANG
Yes, you read it right.
..and now I'm writing about them.

BIG BANG.
B to the I to the G, BANG BANG.
I have discovered this amazing pop phenomenon a few months ago.
They have been here for 3 years in exact in August.
Most would say, well, what would you have missed?
I wouldn't get worked up for nothing, you know.
I'm learning to love Big Bang deeply lately.
They are not just singers, or dancers, or actors.
They're musicians.
They're fashion icons.
They're performers.
They're entertainers.
They're a phenomenon.
Not just a bunch of pretty faces.
Wouldn't I be, like, too old for these things?
HELL NO.
BIG BANG is something you need to experience rather than just hear about.
I would say, give Last Farewell a try.
If you're not hooked on the dancey choon, then maybe Big Bang isn't your thing.
..or, on a less heart thumping note, Haru Haru.
...or the more acoustic A Good Man
.....or the hip hop ballad, Forever With You
........or the cutesy duet with 2NE1, Lollipop.
Well, I can't exactly remember any Big Bang song I don't enjoy.
Whatever your cup of your tea is, I'm pretty sure Big Bang can serve it to you.

If you're making a face reading this, I dare you to go and listen to Big Bang.
Been there, done that.
..and here I am, with a Big Bang neuron in my head ( kan Izyan?)
Credits to fellow fangirls, Lini & Izyan.
P/S: Some people love reading, making origamis, writing, singing in their free time. In my free time, I breathe Big Bang. Sekian terima kasih.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
indescribable - Music:Lady - Big Bang
Entah ape mimpi ni ha balik2 keje, trus bersemangat nak kemas bilik.
Tapi before tu, of course my daily dose of Big Bang on YouTube.
Coffee Prince Parody, Hana Yori Dango Parody nearly killed me.
Baru ade semangat lg hebat nak kemas bilik.
Bilik takde la besar, tp kan sbb asik tangguh je nak kemas tu.
Tp takde la siap sepenuhnya, sbb I need to sleep, malam ni keje.
Esok sambung lap2 kasi ilang debu and vacuum lg skali.
Yang paling penting kat bed tu kena siap dulu.
Lepas tu sementara nak tunggu lelap, pegi tgk lg skali videos featuring T.O.P kat YouTube.
ALAHAI COMELNYE DIA.
Like the same guy you see, the cutest thing first thing when he wakes up, and then next you see a vid of him beatboxing, then ''I'm a B.A.D BIG BANG da BIG BOY!"
Ishh takleh la nak asik harap broadband yang tak brapa stabil ni everytime nak tgk Big Bang.
NAK BELI DVD BOLEH?
I'm getting myself a huge Big Bang poster next month.
Sabar Mas, one item at a item XD
<3 T.O.P
- Location:Home
- Mood:
exhausted
Alamak banyaknya review buruk aku dgr pasal filem Bohsia.
Secara tak langsung memudarkan semangat aku nak tgk filem tu.
Ada yang ckp filem tu layak dilongkangkan je.
Ada yang kata baik tukar tajuk sbb lebih citer Mat Rempit je.
Ada yang kata rimas tgk Syamsul bawak watak Mat Rempit yang smart abes, mcm dr golongan elit.
Hmmmmmm...
Ramai gak tak suke filem2 Yasmin Ahmad, but I was never dissappointed, so I guess ni semua personal opinion kan..?
Kenapa lah aku nak tgk movie tu in the first place.
OH YEAH. SYAMSUL.
Okay enough said **giggle giggle**
But above all that, what I'm interested to see is Syamsul's development as an actor.
Kalau boleh tak nak tgk dia bawak watak stereotaip, so nak tgk skit dlm Bohsia ni, how he did.
Deep down in my heart, I rasa on the whole, the movie won't impress me like Remp-it or EKLD did.
But as a token of respect for Syamsul as a director, I would give Bohsia a shot anyway.
Lepas tu, tgk what I have to say, okay?
**Oh plis I wanna be impressed at least a little**
EKLD was memorable, I was impressed and hooked.
...and Bohsia is only his second production, so lepas ni I'd like to keep a tab on his development as a director pulak.
I was really hoping something else, besides his pretty face, would be worth admiring.
God I think he's handsome, but you know, a pretty face is never enough.
There must be something else to him that he takes pride in, or the things that make him a person.
..and until I found that out, I will not rest.
BWAHAHAHA **stalker mode**
OKAY KIDDING NOW.
Seeing Fahrin Ahmad before my eyes makes me want to faint, but I'm never exactly interested in who he really is.
So now why does who Syamsul is matters so much?
**shaking head**
I need to find a better way to waste my time.
Now where are those Tarot cards? Let me admire thy beauty.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
confused
...and I woke up to a text message from Izyan.
Yasmin Ahmad passed away. Well there's more to the text, but I ain't saying it here.
But as I read the text, I can already feel my head spinning.
I couldn't believe my eyes.
So I logged online, and I read the news myself on The Star Online.
Then, I rolled up into a ball, & I shivered.
For many people who have known me from before, they would know that this is the passing of a dream for me.
Suddenly I feel that all the bullshit that I have to put up with now didn't matter anymore.
All my silly worries appeared so trivial at this point.
Everyone is talking about racial unity & being a Malaysian, but only Yasmin Ahmad made me believe in it all.
The message she delivered through her productions, I understood with my heart.
I waited on my hands and feet for every single one of her movies to come out...and now there shall be no more.
Yeah, all the bullshit I'm facing now, didn't matter so much anymore.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
crushed
WAHHHHH
Our Dress Up Night was an ultimate success.
It feels like we haven't truly come together and have fun at work for a really long time.
With the overwhelming workload looming over everyone's head this few months, I welcome this distraction with open arms.
CONGRATULATIONS FUN INC!!
..and many many many thanks to everyone who had put effort in dressing up really really nice last night!
PROJECT ALIGN STILL ROCKS!
Half of Izzy(hantu merah) & mostly me
Izzy, Ami & I
...and apparently for him, searching for the next eye-catching sneakers is soo much more interesting (joking -- don't kill me please!) Aniz counting the votes for Best Dressed award.
....and the winners for the night ARE....
BEST DRESSED (MALE): Haffiz
BEST DRESSED (FEMALE):
it was a tie between Stacey ( donned a gorgeous red kebaya nyonya) & Sarah (extravagant Japanese outfit)
NATIONAL QUIZ: Haffiz (17 minutes)
I twitpicced the winners' photos & our group photo.
So check them outttt!
We had the best food, the best time, and the best people around.
I LOVE YOU GUYS <33
" It takes no time to fall in love, but it takes you years to know what the love is."
Life is Wonderful - Jason Mraz
- Location:Level 3
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:Strong Baby - Big Bang
Melayari Internet, cerita gosip artis Malaysia.
Wahh lama gile tak updated ngan cerita2 mcm tu.
Sempat juga menjenguk cerita lelaki2 idaman Malaya yang ku gilai time muda2 dulu.
Yusry dgn Julia Ziegler? Yeah okay, I can handle that.
But cerita paling buat I tak senang duduk
EVOLUSI KL DRIFT NAK BUAT SEQUEL OKEHHH
OMG I love that movie, Evolusi KL Drift (EKLD).
Yeah okayy grimace now, you know I love Syamsul.
BUT BUT BUT he's not just another pretty face.
Kalau takat celeb with a pretty face, aku mmg tak amik tawu lah.
Johnny Depp - hot sial + berbakat tak tau nak citer
Aaron Aziz - did you see him in Emil Emilda? I was blown away.
Fahrin Ahmad - okay hot bod, enough said. Bakat aku masih tertanya2, sbb rasa mcm dia salu bwk watak stereotaip.
Syamsul - Evolusi KL Drift mengembalikan kepercayaan aku terhadap industri filem Malaysia.
I pegi tgk citer EKLD nak tgk kereta cantik nak tgk action (hot men, optional)
I got exactly what I paid for, keluar panggung puas hati.
You know Yasmin Ahmad is my fave director, I will never miss any of her movies (except Talentime tak tgk lg, but you bet i akan beli VCD dia).
Besides movies by Yasmin, for many years, I tak tgk filem Melayu kat panggung, sbb pengalaman slalu kecewa.
But EKLD blew me away. Cast dia gempak, jalan cerita cantek, keretaaaa canteekkk, action cantekkk, abes cerita.
The movie exceeded my expectation, so you can bet, Imma catch the sequel.
NOTHING TO DO WITH THE FACT THAT I HAVE RECENTLY CRUSHED ON SYAMSUL.
But buying VCD Bohsia, yess ade kena mengena dgn kegilaan ku terhadap Syamsul.
Sekian terima kasih.
P/S: Syamsul. Do I even spell his name right? I can never be sure.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
silly - Music:Stylish - Big Bang
AND DANIEL HENNEY TOOK MY BREATH AWAY, AS ALWAYS.
Besides enjoying the sight of the beautiful Daniel Henney, the movie made me re-think the concept and strategies of love.
Min June questioned Robin,
Is it wrong to be wanting to give and not just receive?
Is it wrong to be wanting to take care of the one we love?
Is it wrong to be showing affection first?
Is it wrong to be expressing love freely, instead of hiding it?
I guess if everyone cherishes and appreciates love like it should be, then all these won't be wrong.
All these became wrong because it made us vulnerable to emotional attacks, by those who took love for granted, and bitter towards love.
Ones who have no appreciation and respect towards love and its consequences.
What a waste.
The way love has been misused and mistreated.
To love and have the feelings reciprocated is probably the best emotional experience a human being can possibly achieve.
I believe in love.
No matter how many times I have been hurt, broken, burned because of love, I still believe in love.
Love is not to blame, because we were the ones who take it for granted, and shed a bad light on it.
P/S: Justin Timberlake is an Aquarius. The way I'm attracted to him is just puzzling.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
awake - Music:Some Kylie Minogue song on TV
We haven't spoken for more than 2 weeks,I should be worried already.
Last few nights,he texted saying that he needs "space".
Well apparently 2 weeks are not enough space for him.
I just said OK and nothing else.
Last night I had the weirdest dream that made me blush.
HELLO NOT WET DREAM OKEH.
Gile sweet punye dream.
Di saat2 my relationship got rocky, time tu lah nak mimpi yang indah2 dgn lelaki lain.
PELIK PUNYE PERANGAI.
P/S: Hey BFF, do u know how I miss you? The memories with you, are prolly the best memories I have ever had with a friend.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
nostalgic
I came in energetic and excited today.
But challenging TUG work bring me down a little.
Then, there goes my appetite.
Hungggrryyy BUT can't go more than one or two bites.
OH WHY.
Suddenly I want Daniel Henney to WANT ME
ME ME ME.
Need to go watch Seducing Mr. Perfect for the umpteenth time and drool over him again.and again.and again.
P/S: Biar buta mata, jangan buta hati.
- Location:Level 3
- Mood:
distressed - Music:I Don't Care - 2NE1
But here's a cool widget, for those who does believe in Tarot reading.
Try and go WOW! 8DD
- Mood:
productive
